When you're down

Why do we feel guilty being down? Isn't it part of life? There are high moments and low ones. Somehow it seems that we always want to appear strong and that the bad doesn't bother us and doesn't matter. But it does, it cuts deep inside. Realising that you might have been wrong in a belief or in your trust of someone, it hurts. Reaching a dead end and turning around is a hurtful process. Sometimes we are lucky to have an angel helping us out and applying a soothing balm on the wound by her mere presence. Thanks my angel!

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