One step at a time

It is amazing how comforting it is to be surrounded by friends on special occasions. Above are some pictures of my birthday party.

Why do we feel guilty being down? Isn't it part of life? There are high moments and low ones. Somehow it seems that we always want to appear strong and that the bad doesn't bother us and doesn't matter. But it does, it cuts deep inside. Realising that you might have been wrong in a belief or in your trust of someone, it hurts. Reaching a dead end and turning around is a hurtful process. Sometimes we are lucky to have an angel helping us out and applying a soothing balm on the wound by her mere presence. Thanks my angel!

I had forgotten how nice it is to be spontaneous and share a laugh with that someone. Just like children without a care in the world, just laughing at a silly thing. The delicate cocktail of silly laughs, serious talks, tender moments, intense looks, lusty kisses... Lust is pointless in itself. However with a pinch of affection and 'friendship' it becomes a most pleasurable and satisfying experience. And when both feel the lust in equal proportion, it feeds of each other and gets more intense. Lust doesn't lead to affection if in itself, but added to laughter and care for the other it leads to affection.