Wednesday, March 28, 2007

Of unfairness and frustration....

How do you deal with unfairness? Is it worth arguing your case and receiving more annoyance and more unfair comments and reactions? Or is being the bigger person letting go and accept so you can move on? How do you understand that people react in such opposite ways to the same situation? Why do some people take their stress at their loved ones? Is it because it's easier, because they love you and they'll accept and forgive? Yes indeed they'll forgive, but they would have been hurt in the process and it will leave a little scar, a small dent in their unconditional love.

Thursday, March 15, 2007

a changing life

The count down to life in duo is accelerating now. In 3 weeks today, she'll be on a plane to join me. In 3 weeks, I'll be spending my last night alone with my cats. It is a surreal feeling. I have been looking forward to being together so long and so hard, it seems almost unreal that it's now "tomorrow". 3 weeks is nothing, specially now that my work has become a lot more busy, the weeks pass by without me realising it. Am I worried about it? Do I have doubts or fears? Although I think that the initial adaption will be a stressful time, I have no fears, no worries nor doubts. I have confidence that our connection is so strong that it will carry us through the change and the hard times.

I am not too sure what to write, there is not so much on my mind. I am just waiting for her arrival and seeing it as a bonus in my life, which has already taken a much better turn in 2007. So having a special someone to share your life is just the extra toppings on your ice cream :-) So I will write more once there is something new. Now there is only me and my impatience, my excitement...

Sweet Fairy, I can't wait...